Portugal 2009
I do not know how or when, or why ... but one day I felt like I had won, would have been lost or not where a lot of dreams, ideas, moments. As if suddenly one day I'd realized that I had grown up.
around me things have changed, not because they are better or worse but no longer were. Maybe I'm the one who changed and did not look like the saw.
My experiences throughout this metamorphosis, both good and bad no doubt have been leading a personal growth and maturity, but have also been taking despite resist it, something that belonged to me like the spontaneity and innocence .
I am closing stages with strength and facing challenges with greater security. But I still believe I am a project that still has much to learn. I still cayéndome to go back to lifting. I feel like a sponge that has absorbed every moment, every sensation and every story and certainly want to continue doing so.
Many times, a melody from the radio, the smell of spring, the sound of rain, fall color, a voice in a bar, a photograph in the newspaper, a book shelf or a news Today, we move to a point somewhere or someone remind us, remind us of a sad feeling or not, most of the time are reflections that make me smile. And is that the passage of time ended with the pain and euphoria to turn slowly into a smile. Inexplicable why so sometimes when I go walking, shopping, biking and even swimming, I'm smiling. Other times someone think I speak but I can barely understand it says, is like a whisper in the distance while the corners of my lips a smile. In those moments I live almost as real but are not and are blurred with reality, I realize how lucky I was to live and learn stories with people who did incredible. The chance to meet the players, all those that could be the characters in a novel. But the fate many of those times must be sought and therefore I want to keep writing that puzzle, I still have concerns, I want to set challenges and not have to give up because ... clear " my age do not touch."
know it is not possible to continue playing to be higher because I'm older, but it's great to be more smiling from the memories and looking for something more from what is to come.