1 UP:
say the man is a social being, which is not made to be alone. and I think they are right. Life is meant to be, at least in pairs.
why one looks to have friends, to share with people, having a partner. an innate one looks not to be alone, and feel together.
but what what about the people that no one fishes, and nobody wants? Huh?
people add contacts and put "online" only in the hope that some of them realize that is there and greets him.
(people invisible in the light of all)
people who like any other, needs.
unfortunately habemos some that nobody wants. we make futile efforts to be accepted ... and for being part of something ...
people ...
I'm not freak (maybe pin, but not freak). I have a somewhat unusual personality, that I have it clear, but I'm not a bad person. I do recognize that sometimes goes too far with me people, because I'm half nosy, but is perhaps a reason to leave me out?
itself. I admit, I'm curious what. Sorry to be so.
but if that's a fault, also I have my strengths.
2 UP:
one of them is that I have always had a desire to walk half impulsive helping all the people I know. to me enough that someone mentioned that they had troubles to begin with, almost unconsciously, to think about how to help.
perhaps because I have an innate vocation of being a guardian angel around the world ... or perhaps is simply an unconscious way that people would take into account. I thought if I helped them, do not forget me and I would estimate. as a veiled way of trying to be liked by others and that they should remember that I exist.
may sound a bit selfish, but perhaps always looking to deliver waiting receive something in return. but never received anything.
or maybe they received and did not realize what he received, because it was not what I wanted - or needed - to receive: I take others into account, they greet me, talk to me, that ask me "how I am "and they naturally born to do so.
however, all people are selfish and locks herself in her own world.
all we worry about ourselves first, and look to others only when we need
(who wants to deny it, you put a hand on your heart and free hand I throw the first stone).
so when all is well ... is one that stands alone.
despite everything, I never tired of helping me, to listen, support, guidance, and deliver, both as a friend, as a couple, as a companion, or as a regular person until today .. .
3 UP:
but now I'm tired. I got tired of giving my life to others. I got tired of postponed by others, I got tired of the indifference, and abuse without knowing why. I got tired of people give me back for no apparent reason. I got tired of talking and no one I catch. I got tired of waiting for someone to be interested, genuinely, for "my life."
I got tired of knocking on doors and reach out to people, to be polite and be nice. I tired to remember me only when I need.
me tired of being left alone ... forever.
I do not feel nor do I regret having tried everything to fall right and to help. and that all I did in the past was trying to help others.
the end I realized that all he wanted was to find someone to give me ball, someone who understood me, and whom I cared. to give the same if we thought like it or not, or if we had the same taste or not. I just wanted to find someone who was there, and not send me into oblivion after a while. I guess that's why people call it friendship.
sometimes things are much simpler and just need to feel that someone is on our side, to stop feeling alone against the world.
but in my case it never happened.
can now begin to feel alone all the others because I ... I am no longer anyone.
GAME OVER.
