A year here and another there, so I was spending the last years.
A year celebrating my birthday here at home, and another there in my other home ... played there this year but could not be and I'm here ... a different year because the fact of not being there has hindered my time here .
So I reached my 35 years wishing and looking disconnect between the mountain walls, a refugee from technological signals and forgetting the world.
In recent months my head functioned as a calculator, doing everything that is supposed to do and suddenly I got to this point almost without an iota of energy. Therefore these 4 days off have been the best gift you can do ... all of a sudden it was like entering another dimension, my crazy little head was disconnected and my mind stopped spinning without stopping, letting my body almost floating between limestone walls and crystal clear waters. No preservatives, coloring agents, natural way the world saw as the sun set to appear again on the horizon hours later ... a light show and emotions that occur every day of the year but if he slips go from there to there, running, always arriving late and always trying to extend the day a little more until your body says enough is enough and falls exhausted, to enter into a sleep so deep that there is only a slight mark from the corner of your lips. It took months without remembering my dreams ... took months without stopping for a minute, took months without disconnecting ...
For all that, today, on my last day of work than any other year I remember that long-awaited holiday, again put out my small computer on board and I will miss the mountains, dreams and sunsets.
Sadernes 15 juliol 2009 
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