Monday, September 28, 2009

Wedding Chapstick Message




exhausted, I felt well when Escribir empecé to this post. I felt without a drop of energy, my head but decided STEP siquiera mi cuerpo could drag. I felt each of my muscles to make the tiniest of movements. I just wanted to throw me down, let my body sink into the mattress and sleep and sleep ... Just wanted to charge batteries, but everything was going the other way around ... I decided as a white black and white when he was black (or at least that's how I felt)

But I could stand to see the world as a victim of this capitalist society, competitive and free time in which I live or as a discoverer of everything that I like, anything that attracts me, that bothers me, seduce me .. seeker little treasures that are sometimes dreams and sometimes they are challenges and new projects. All that is there before us, which some find it impossible to reach them even if they seem to live up to their hands and for others it is invisible because despite having hayado nor noticed because they were too accustomed to them. I always thought that these treasures, dreams and challenges teach you but recently I realized that's not them, it's me that I learn through them.

After almost black gray this week, I felt many things to do and not knowing where to start. But simplicity is not at odds with the vitality why something as simple as climbing with friends, sharing moments at dinner, laughing with someone who makes you feel good, coffee and talk, I was filled with new energy, made me feel that you can face your goals, which is now gray-white. It is not easy, but looking through what for many is daily and see beyond, perhaps, is what makes you different.


Because, as I read not too long ago, what makes us normal people to know that we are not normal.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Hand Hurts After Punch

gray almost black "rise from the ashes" Peter Pan Syndrome

A sign ...
After his visit I feel strange, unknown, poor and lost. It's amazing how someone who seems to have nothing it all. Live like you, doing what he likes and directed there where you want. Someone crossed my path once, someone who never expected to see again, someone struck me from the ashes. Perhaps inadvertently or perhaps not wanting to admit I was leaving the ashes accompanying world l standard were covering me all this time. If I could fly like words, if I could create my own novel, if I could believe I can ...
Like a good day was another good day he left. Again I do not think we'll meet again, but woke up something in me that was too time asleep. Why do you accept? Why settle? Why not risk?
rocked my world and made me see another, you may have right and he (and those who see life like him) are normal and not the rest of the world. Zoilo was
Perhaps as a sign that made me see that for too long can not remember my dreams.
When words are not empty, love and respect.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Can I Buy Everclear In California



Portugal 2009

I do not know how or when, or why ... but one day I felt like I had won, would have been lost or not where a lot of dreams, ideas, moments. As if suddenly one day I'd realized that I had grown up.
around me things have changed, not because they are better or worse but no longer were. Maybe I'm the one who changed and did not look like the saw.

My experiences throughout this metamorphosis, both good and bad no doubt have been leading a personal growth and maturity, but have also been taking despite resist it, something that belonged to me like the spontaneity and innocence .

I am closing stages with strength and facing challenges with greater security. But I still believe I am a project that still has much to learn. I still cayéndome to go back to lifting. I feel like a sponge that has absorbed every moment, every sensation and every story and certainly want to continue doing so.

Many times, a melody from the radio, the smell of spring, the sound of rain, fall color, a voice in a bar, a photograph in the newspaper, a book shelf or a news Today, we move to a point somewhere or someone remind us, remind us of a sad feeling or not, most of the time are reflections that make me smile. And is that the passage of time ended with the pain and euphoria to turn slowly into a smile. Inexplicable why so sometimes when I go walking, shopping, biking and even swimming, I'm smiling. Other times someone think I speak but I can barely understand it says, is like a whisper in the distance while the corners of my lips a smile. In those moments I live almost as real but are not and are blurred with reality, I realize how lucky I was to live and learn stories with people who did incredible. The chance to meet the players, all those that could be the characters in a novel. But the fate many of those times must be sought and therefore I want to keep writing that puzzle, I still have concerns, I want to set challenges and not have to give up because ... clear " my age do not touch."
know it is not possible to continue playing to be higher because I'm older, but it's great to be more smiling from the memories and looking for something more from what is to come.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Invitation Wording For Vegetarians

Equilibrium Music




remember to "Exodus" and my mind travels to San Joaquin Campus Catholic, while studying Industrial Civil and started just to know the former progressive rock radio future (when still playing good music and radio was "vast minority"). Magellan remember, Strangelove, XTC, Dead Can Dance, Catherine Weel, Pulsar, and many others playing in my headphones while walking alone on campus.

Now Playing "Lonely soldier boy" Lancer (anyone who has seen Robotech knows who I mean) ... I can not help but remember that night when the woman he loved told me goodbye ... I can not mourn as well as around this time (only I happen to get to hear a sad song like that in a moment).

And so I write the soundtrack of my life ... What will be the next song?

"Lonely soldier boy"
(Lancer)

After all of the Battles Are Over,

After all of the fighting is done,
Will you be the one
To find yourself alone with your heart?
(looking for the answers...)

When it feels like
tomorrow will never come,
When it seems like the night would not end,
Can you pretend
That you're really not alone?

You're out here on your own.
Lonely soldier boy.
You're out here on your own.
Lonely soldier boy.
Yes I'm lonely, but are you alone?

Lonely soldier boy.
With all the glory, without the joy,
A lonely soldier boy...

Do you believe in the causes
you're fighting for?
You used to believe yesterday.
Now what can you say,
Now that you're so far from home?

You're out here on your own,
Lonely soldier boy.
You're all alone,
Lonely soldier boy.
But are you really alone?
Lonely soldier boy...

You're out here on your own,
Lonely soldier boy.
But are you really alone?
Lonely soldier boy.
You're out here on your own,
Lonely soldier boy.
Are you lonely, out here on your own...